Tuesday 1/21/25 – Still feeling OK-ish today. I woke up early after a good night’s sleep (induced by sleeping pill, but whatever). Austin and I texted a lot while we were both at the gym. We had a brief phone call after. I definitely feel more “up and down” today. Well, not really “up” but wavering between “OK” and “down”. There haven’t been any deep troughs, though. I listened to music all day and wasn’t super productive at work, but I got enough done.
I talked to Austin a few times and did a guitar app lesson after work. We did the Paired app activities and I got weepy when we shared the same memory of “a special kiss”. I also had a moment where I was convinced he’s leading a secret double life with her. So, yeah. Up and down.
I started listening to Stuff You Should Know again. It’s the perfect choice for something light, funny, and comforting (Chuck and Josh are so reliable). Not to mention there are thousands of episodes to keep me distracted. I chose a sleeping pill and the couch again.
